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Monday, October 9, 2017
Sunday, June 11, 2017
Just Breathe
If
you follow my blog or social media accounts (or know me in my non-electronic
form) you see/hear me say “never give up” all the time. It’s my thing. Never
give up on your dreams. I’m a firm believer that persistence can get you any
place you want to go. BUT, I’m slowly realizing, sometimes it’s okay to take a
breath.
I
set lofty goals on how much writing I’m going to get done on a particular day
and dig in. I’ll sit in front of my keyboard until my brain turns to pudding.
But I keep on going, spinning over the same thing without much forward motion,
because, damn it, I’ve set a goal and I’m going to meet or beat it. So, I keep
rewriting that paragraph, not liking it anymore on the tenth version than I did
the first. Or I’ll rearranging a sentence over and over wondering if I repeated
a word or just think I did because I’ve read the same sentence twenty-five
times in a row now? I tell myself don’t give up, you have five more pages
left to write/revise today and I push through.
I usually make or exceed my already sporty
goals, but fall into bed like a zombie way past any decent bedtime not always happy
with the way I ended and with nothing accomplished around my house. I’ve found
that when I come back to my writing the next day I go back and whip right
through whatever I’d been spinning on. So, my stubborn side is slowly accepting
that taking a breath has some merit, too. I’m trying to be more aware and when
I realize I’m in the throes of a spin, I make a note to reword this or
rearrange that—if I’m not sure what’s bothering me, I’ll just make a generic note
to review or reassess—and walk away. I’ve usually accomplished quite a bit by
the time I hit a wall (i.e. get tired) and have the problem fixed first things
the next day. When I give my brain a rest, my dogs get an extra round of
frisbee, or I get a load of laundry or dishes done before I run out of clean things, or I get to read a few more pages
of a book before I fall asleep (YAY). I still say never give up on your dreams,
but I think you can also be kind to yourself in the process.
Only
a few weeks in to this new way of approaching my writing, I’m finding it easier
said than done. But I’m trying. I continue to tell myself, that it’s all right, I’ll
get there. Just breathe.
Happy
Writing (and Breathing)!
TraciTuesday, May 9, 2017
AND THE (LOGO) WINNER IS...
Back in March, I asked my friends on social media to help select a final logo for my publishing company. This is the one you liked best (me too). Thank you all for helping! Now here's a little background, in case you're wondering.
The company was officially established January 7, 2017, as a Limited Liability Company operating in the state of Oklahoma. The name was suggested by my son-in-law during a brainstorming session between me, him, and my daughter. Inkana means friend (or friendly) in the Chickasaw language. As soon as I heard that, I knew we'd found the perfect name. I started with zero knowledge or experience on how to write a book and have spent the last seven years grabbing every bit of knowledge I could. I'd love to pass that on to others just starting out--be a "friend" to any who might benefit from what I've learned, not only about writing, but about the business of writing as well.
The design itself is a mix of things I find interesting and, therefore, write about. My first novel, The Anuan Legacy, is a science fiction book partially set in space. I've always loved space. So much so that my friends used to call me Spaci (the "i" dotted with a star, of course) instead of Traci when I was younger. Thus, the star. It's swooping in like "here I am!" And here I am--or rather my book--finally, after 7 years. Longer by the time the novel is actually published. The pyramid is because I find anything about ancient Egypt fascinating. I already have a work-in-progress partially set in ancient Egypt. You'll see that sometime in the future. The color scheme was inspired by the death mask of King Tutankhamun (originally named King Tutankhaten, but better known simply as King Tut). The logo colors aren't yellow and blue. If you look closely, you'll see they're actually photo images of gold and lapis stone, which are both components of King Tut's death mask.
Choosing to self-publish under my own label is just one of many paths to publishing these days. It's the one I feel most comfortable with and I'd like to thank you all for coming along on this wonderful journey with me.
Happy Publishing!
Traci
Wednesday, April 12, 2017
Editing - That's What I Meant
Have you ever found yourself telling somebody that’s what I meant or that’s NOT what I meant? Well, that happens all the time in writing. The entire story is in the writer’s head, but what comes out isn’t always clear, just like in conversations. That’s why it’s so important to get fresh eyes on your drafts. No matter how great or successful a writer you are, your work has to be looked over by other people who can catch all the things you meant to say but didn’t (outside of your own mind, anyway).
I started my first novel, The Anuan Legacy (coming fall of 2017), from a place of zero knowledge or experience on how to write a book. Therefore, it may have spun around longer than a seasoned writer’s work would have, but nobody should ever scratch together a draft and immediately send it out the door without putting it in the hands of qualified reviewers and editors first.
My critique group (The Plot Sisters), does a great job of being my first round of fresh eyes, and sometimes my second and third rounds, as well. But after a while, they don’t have fresh eyes anymore, either. They know all the things that have been cut and may no longer recognize when something is missing that should have been included.
For The Anuan Legacy, after I wore out my Plot Sisters, I hired a trusted and reputable professional to give a critique as both a reader and someone who knows the current dos and don’ts of novel writing. (These change over time.) This resulted in more revisions. I then passed the manuscript on to beta readers. Beta readers are volunteers who have never seen the story before and are willing to read it and give feedback. Of course, this drove another round of revisions. Once those were complete, I ran the updated draft through a second professional critique. More revisions. Then my Plot Sisters graciously agreed to review the manuscript yet another time. The material had morphed enough since they’d last seen it that their eyes were fresh again. Of course, I received more revision suggestions. Next, more beta readers and, you guessed it—more revisions. My manuscript went through so many revisions it barely resembled the original draft anymore and the time had come to bring in the heavy hitters. I sent it off to an editor who gave it a good content edit. And, yep, I had more revisions to make.
I might mention that after every set of comments, whether it be from my Plot Sisters, a professional editor, or anybody in between, I wanted to kick myself for not catching those things on my own. It always seemed so obvious after someone else pointed it out, but “tired eyes” just miss things.
This process can go round and round and round. So, where do things stand now with my debut novel? I just received the manuscript back from line editing. If you guessed that will result in more revisions, you’re right. But hopefully soon, it will be ready for proofreading and publishing—with a million other steps in between like blurbs, cover art, formatting, reviews, launch activities, and so on.
Suffice it to say that when this book finally reaches all of you, it will not just be made of paper and ink, but of my blood, sweat, tears, heart, and soul. I hope you enjoy it. 😊
Happy Reading!
Traci
Sunday, March 5, 2017
My Turn
My entire life I played a supporting role in my own world. A daughter to a single mother who could use all the help she could get, a wife to a husband trying to climb the ranks of a challenging career, a mother to an active daughter, a granddaughter in a sandwich generation that skipped a layer. Every time I see my daughter thriving, or remember a smile on my Granny's face when I did something special for her, I know everything I put into those supporting roles was well worth it. But, now it's my turn.
Yes, writing had reared its head a few times in my life. I ignored it. Because, you can't pay bills by writing. Right? (I suppose some can.) But when I discovered my love of reading, and ultimately writing, in my forties, I learned it's not about the money. It's about doing something you love to do.
So, I'm letting the worlds and words inside me leak out through my fingers onto paper and keyboard, and don't plan to stop them. I highly recommend you let your own passions out, whatever they may be. Don't stifle the fire in your soul.
Happy writing (or whatever fire-building you do)!
Traci
Monday, August 22, 2016
Stop the World. I Want To Get Off.
Does anybody else feel like their life is out of control? I can't seem to keep up or find enough time to do what I really want to do--write (some reading would be good, too). I recently received my manuscript back from my editor and I'm so anxious to dig in full-blast! I have managed to get through 71 pages (pats self on back) but want to give it so much more time than I've been able to. The immediate future doesn't look any better. My family will be arriving tomorrow for a visit (yay for that one!); one of my dogs has an ear infection (so vet visit); in the next few days I'm scheduled for a hair cut (already rescheduled once), allergy shot, annual female checkup (about an annual overdue), and a mammogram. I also need to pick up my dry cleaning, pay for my car registration and pick up some things from the grocery by tomorrow or my visiting family will starve. I'm trying to squeeze all that around extra hours at work settling into a new job. I'm sure I have other things to do, but my "to do" list vanished. My e-mail was hacked which caused a domino effect that included all my notes disappearing from my iPhone, not to be recovered. They contained every note I've ever taken about books, writing, publishing, and even had bits of manuscript that I'd jotted down until I could get it onto my laptop. I can't even count the other information that was lost never be reconstituted from this tired brain of mine. But, I'm on this side of my expiration date, which is good. Things will settle down, or maybe they won't. Either way, I need to do a better job of putting everything on pause for just a moment here and there to breathe and take in the beauty of this Earth that I pass by everyday without notice. Who's with me?
Happy Writing (or Pausing)!
Traci
Wednesday, July 27, 2016
What's Your (Query) Number?
Querying for a literary agent can be a
long and arduous process. Rejections are plenty, so get used to that if you
decide to take the traditional publishing path and are in search of a literary
agent to represent you to one of the big five publishing houses—Hachette Book
Group, HarperCollins, Macmillan Publishers, Penguin Random House (a fairly
recent merger between Penguin and Random House), and Simon and Schuster. Even the
best, most successful books can be rejected multiple times before finally being
published. Here are examples of some best-sellers, along with the author
and number of times they were rejected:
Harry Potter, J.K. Rowling, 12
A Time to Kill, John Grisham, 16M*A*S*H, Richard Hooker, 21
Dune, Frank Herbert, 23
The Notebook, Nicholas Sparks, 24
The Time Traveler’s Wife, Audrey Niffenegger, 25
A Wrinkle in Time, Madeline L’Engle, 26
Carrie, Stephen King, 30
The Thomas Berryman Number, James Patterson, 31
Gone With the Wind, Margaret Mitchell, 38
The Help, Kathryn Stockett, 60
The Eyre Affair, Jasper Fforde, 76
The Lost Get-Back Boogie, James Lee Burke, 111
Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance, Robert Pirsig, 121
Chicken Soup for the Soul, Jack Canfield and Mark Victor Hansen, 134
Roots, Alex Haley, 200
Always assess and re-assess to make
sure you're giving the best query you can and that your story is truly ready,
but don't get discouraged and don't give up. These authors didn’t and look what
happened.
That being said, the traditional
path might not be right for you. Only you can decide that. I was determined to
follow this traditional publishing route and query agents for as long as it took
to find that just-right agent who connected with my story and would help my
book's world find its way into your world. But, as I queried, I also researched and
ultimately came to the conclusion that I'm too much of a control freak to publish
traditionally. I want to have more involvement in the process and decisions
than I feel I would have with traditional publishing. I write because I
can't not write (you writers out
there will get that), and that’s all there is to it. I don’t need a deal with
one of the big publishing companies for that. It just happened to be the only
way I knew to share my story with others, and at the time I started querying,
it was really the preferred path. But things have changed (or maybe I've just become better educated) and many publishing options are available, including self-publishing. With print on demand (POD) now well established, self-publishing has become a very viable choice, one that is quickly
growing into a legitimate and respected publishing path, and the path I've
decided to pursue. I've learned to never say never, but right now, that's the
plan.
Granted, there are still those who
throw a half-cooked book out there via a self-publishing avenue just because they can, giving self-published books as a
whole a bad reputation. But, more and more, authors are doing what it takes to
put out a great self-published book and turn that negative perception of self-publishing around. I have a lot to learn in order to do this
right, but I've never shied away from a challenge and I'm not going to start
now. I'll tackle this one step at a time, with the first step being to make
sure the book is the best it can be. So, that's where I'm at. After multiple
reviews and revisions prior to this self-publishing decision, I feel I've taken the book as far as I can on my own (which included lots of critiquing eyes) and have
now passed my manuscript off to a professional editor (for probably only the first round of
edits). I'll share all about that journey in a future blog.
So, are you wondering what my query number
was? Drum roll please…61. Anybody else want to share how many queries it took
them to get published by whatever means - big publisher, small press, indy
press, vanity press, self-published, etc.? Go ahead, tell us, what's your number?
Feel free to share even if you are still on your journey (example - 61 and
counting). And remember, every rejection puts you one query closer to a
published book and no matter the number, you're in some pretty good company.
YOU WILL GET THERE, just like they did!
Happy Writing!
Traci
Happy Writing!
Traci
Sunday, January 31, 2016
The Sandwich Occupation
If I had to give the occupation of writing a moniker, it would be the sandwich occupation. Let’s face it, this occupation (for most) does not afford us a life of luxury. And, even more realistically, often times, does not even pay the bills. Many aspiring writers have yet to make any money at all. But the call is still there, the drive, the passion. So we write. We don’t do it because we expect it to provide that life of riches, allowing us to live in huge houses and drive different fancy cars every day of the week. We do it because we love it. We do it because we can’t not do it. To not do it, would be like not breathing. Even though we don’t get paid to do that either, it must be done. So, we continue to slog to our “paying jobs,” squeezing in whatever precious time we can to devote to our true calling. Sandwiched in between all those other sandwich generation things, but adding one more layer, squeezing in the thing that calls to us most. Writing.
So, to all my fellow slices of ham, Tofurky, tomato, lettuce…may the thing calling to you like lungs call for air someday be the slice of life that pays your bills.
Happy Writing!
Traci
Sunday, January 3, 2016
Living the Dream (Temporarily)
I’ve been living my
dream, truly, for the past week or so. I took time off work to give my writing
undivided attention and loved not having to work it in around my “paying” job.
A normal,
paying-job-day consists of trying to avoid interruptions during lunch long
enough to at least get a new paragraph or two written. At times I’ve even
slipped away to a closet where no one could find me. That worked, until they
found me. In the evenings, I’ll squeeze in an hour or so between the suppertime
and bedtime rituals. Weekends are tougher, things need caught up at home by
then. Yet, I’ll usually huddle up at Starbuck’s or Barnes and Nobel with my
laptop and a hot chocolate so I’m not tempted to dive into cleaning up the dust
bowl that my home has become or I don't get pulled away by my dogs and their
Frisbees and miss out on a precious full day devoted to the dream. The home and
the dogs get squeezed in between the suppertime and bedtime rituals on
weekends. My poor dogs. I owe them more exercise. I owe myself more exercise.
Oh, I’ll tease my
co-workers that I’m living the dream there, but the comment is always
accompanied by a sarcastically tone and an eye roll. The dream lives in this
laptop, in those other worlds I’ve created. Worlds I can’t get back to fast
enough, worlds I can’t wait to share.
On this, my last dream
day before returning to work, my mood will drop lower and lower following the
setting sun into a pit of darkness. First thing in the morning, I'll
be back to the grind and to grabbing whatever precious time I can find to
live my dream, if only in temporarily patches.
Happy Writing!
Traci
Saturday, January 2, 2016
Not a New Year's Resolution
Many people make resolutions at the beginning
of each year. Setting goals is a good thing (“spoken” by a list-checker), but
why wait until the first day of a new year? I set goals all year, no matter
what the date. On the top of my list for a while now has been to polish my
manuscript, A Special Project
(working title), find an agent and get that manuscript published. I’ve been
challenged for over a year now to stay focused on that goal, but still managed
to keep it in the crosshairs. The challenges? I’ve dealt with a nightmare
government move to a new state and a new job, where I had to find and adjust to
new everything. On top of that came the loss of my first grandbaby, which made all the rest
seem like nothing.
On my first day in my new home in Moore,
Oklahoma, after living in a hotel for a few weeks, the movers unloading
my life into this new house couldn’t finish fast enough. A storm boiled on the
horizon and they didn’t want to be anywhere near that city when it hit. I thought they acted
a bit silly, it was only a storm, with some hail, maybe. But, I’d barely gotten
the garage door closed when my daughter, who’d been there to help manage movers
and box count, received a call from her husband saying a tornado had been
confirmed to be on the ground in Moore. Everything I owned, my weather radio,
my flashlights, everything, lay
trapped in boxes somewhere in that
house.
But, no problem, at least I had a shelter.
Well, maybe one problem. I couldn’t figure out how to get the darn thing open.
So, as the storm raged outside and the lights flashed on and off inside, my daughter,
my two dogs and I huddle in the bathtub. Luckily, the tornado missed my new
home by about a mile and no damage occurred—that would come from a tornadic
storm in another couple months. That’s how my new life in Oklahoma began. And
so it went.
As you can see, there have been challenges. Some greater than others, like the loss of little Lawson, but the
goals remained: polish my manuscript, find an agent, get said manuscript
published. After a re-write that started before I left Ohio and a couple rounds
of critiques, the querying has begun. The timing just so happened to fall at
the beginning of a new year, but querying has been on my radar for a while, just like the other goals mentioned. So, look out 2016,
the culmination of these goals has been waiting for you!
Happy Writing!
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